My special ones!

I should be sleeping right now, but I felt I had to write something... Yesterday (Sunday) we spent the day at my grandmother celebrating Tindra again! She got lots of nice presents and got really happy! Her smile, her eyes and her glow of happiness when she opened every present was lovely. My sweet princess! <3

And the afternoon I spent with Panda. I got really happy, the best day in a very long time. He bought us matching Buddha necklaces and we cuddled allot. It was nice, made me happy.

That day made me happy all day even today. Even after finding out I got lice again... Yes, I got lice.. Again... Working with kids has it's cons.... Colds and lice.... Haha! Have to buy shampoo tomorrow....

And tomorrow I'm going back to the dentist. Not as nervous this time! Maybe he will cure my fright of dentists! The only problem is he will be the only one I can go to... haha! I just hope I remember how to get there! haha! And that I will make it in time!! Have to Google some directions again I think...

But now I have to sleep while still hearing Pandas voice in my head! ^_^ I don't think he gets how much I adore him! hahaha! He is still with me even after all I have done and said, he must be special! <3 ^_^

Pai!

Birthday party #1

Sorry for being so lazy with the blog...  First week of work practice done and I got praise yesterday! :D Makes me happy, since I didn't feel I was doing any good, but apparently I do!

Today we have a small birthday party for my Princess! It's just a few people coming and not even a cake.. But we will have another party tomorrow at my grandmother. THEN there will be cake.. ;)

Yesterday both Daughter and I fell asleep before 9. pm! haha! it was so cozy in the sofa when we had candy and bubbly water and looked at some TV program, we got tired, and decided to go to sleep.

Also, yesterday, I was at the hospital and left some blood samples. My arm hurt so much afterwards, I couldn't bend my arm. Today I'm sore but at least I can move my arm...

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I just had 4 cups of coffee! I'm shaking!! haha! My father, his wife, my grandmother and my little brother came to celebrate Tindra. Made allot of coffee and didn't want to throw it away, so I drank most of it! Keke! I feel like an old lady shaking and a bit dizzy in my head! Tindra got really nice presents and are playing with them right now. She's happy! :) And I'm tired even with coffee in my blood system and allot of sleep last night... I think I will get some rest and maybe stop shaking!

Happy birthday Princess!!

Today, at exactly 21.28, it's 5 years ago my sweet princess popped out of my body! She didn't really pop out, it took about 14 hours to get her out... Stubborn even then!
But yes, she is turning five today!

My big girl. She starts school next year!! I feel a bit frightened.... Cause if she is getting older, that means I am too!! And what should I do, can I handle the "going to school and the after school recreational" (Fritids in Swedish). I think it's hard to keep track on the daycare things... Times and such.. And they know I'm stupid there and it's OK for them if I show up early or late or mess up the days and time... But school is.. Stricter? Oh dear I'm already nervous... And Now I want to change school!! I want her to go to the school where I have my work practice right now. I didn't think of that school when I filled in the application and they told me to apply cause there might be an opening, and if not she will still be accepted into the second choice school anyway... I think.... Gaaah I hate being a grownup!! I don't know how to do or act... haha!

Tindra got clip-on earrings from me in the morning today before we got to kindergarten, I bought her and her  kindergarten friends ice cream to celebrate and she got a birthday party at her fathers house today! And she will get more celebrations and presents on Saturday and Sunday! She is a loved (Spoiled) kid! <3

Now I have to fill in a form my uncle sent to me... And then MoViE and sleep!!

MOMMY LOVES YOU MY SWEET DEAR LOVING PRINCESS!! 

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY LOVE!!!!

Brand new Tindra, 5 years ago! <3

Reply to dstri!

To dstri, who commented on my "Why I don't like girls"... 

I didn't mean my friends were like guys, I like being with them the same way I like being with guy friends... And I know all girls aren't that way, but many of the girls I have met are that way... That's my own experience! If all girls were like that, I wouldn't have any lady friends right? And I wouldn't meet new lady friends, ever...
And I don't think I'm fantastic in any way.... I'm more like... Mediocre.... But my friends are!! Really, the best friends you could ever wish for!

Since you didn't leave a mail address or anything I couldn't reply you there.... Sorry...

Long weekend!!

It's been a while.... But I have been busy and haven't had a computer to write on since I have been in Stockholm Thursday to Sunday! And yeah.... PARTY!!

Thursday: Fried Rice (Asian community) Halloween party! Pre-party at Pandas apartment. About 13 people in his tiny one room apartment! haha! But it was fun. Mary and I were schoolgirls as planed. here is a picture of our outfits! :D

The vampire bites didn't work... Had no time to dry and I always hit my arm and it got ruined while trying to get ready and dry it at the same time! But I became EMO and cut myself in the arm... ;)

Then we went to Fried rice. All I can say is.. Wow... The drama! haha! Jealousy and the beginning of a girl.fight.... But we danced and had a good time anyway! I don't like girls... That's all I can say.... They took some pictures of us, but they didn't published any of them, only one...

Remember to click the picture to make it larger and to see it better!

Friday: Panda (and I) made dinner for Tina, K and Mary. Had some drinks before we got to a pub, had some more drinks at the pub, had some Tequila... Well it all ended with me and Mary drunk.. Really drunk!
We danced on a tiny surface we called a dance floor, met some friends of Mary that were really nice! At least we had fun! Some more pictures!! :D

Haha yeah you can tell from the pictures! Thees are two of a few I people I love very very much, and yes Mary and I kiss all the time, no tongue.. ;) haha! Panda... Doesn't mind.... haha!

Saturday: Oh dear I was tired and hungover from the Tequila.... Slept almost all day long. Then we had to go to Pong (Thai restaurant) for birthday dinner. We ate so much!! It was a buffet and it tasted really good! Got wine, but didn't want it, but had to drink it since we payed for it.

After dinner I was dead tired and my stomach hurt from all the food... But people wanted do go see a movie and well, that's OK! But there were no seats left for us....  They decided to go Bowl instead, wish was fun, but I broke my nail and it hurts still and I hit the ball in my thigh when I was supposed to throw it... That hurt too! And then I really wanted to go home and sleep and I was mad because of some other circumstances but they wanted too keep on going. We went to Thai Tiger for some karaoke and some drinks. More Tequila came up... Didn't get that drunk! haha!

Sunday: We went to "Skogskyrkogården"  (The woodlans cemetery) to go see a friends fathers grave. It was a beautiful place and a bit mystical with fog and stuff.

I have always wanted to go there! Now I have! :)
When we were done we went into town and had some lunch, went to a flea market and then it was time for me to go home.... It was both sad and felt good to be home.

Today: I started my first day at work practice! I was dead tired staying up late yesterday worrying about not being able to sleep and worrying about oversleeping.... but I got up and I worked! :) It was fun, the kids are great and the personnel too!

Now: I'm going to take a bath and then go to sleep with a move! :) I'm really cold today.... And tired!

PAI!!