Just have to....

I just have to write this down... Because, whatever comes to my mind...... Yeah you know.

YOU need to step up to yourself, get your shit together. Pick yourself up from the ground, stand up.. Look around you. What do you have in front of you? Who/whom is by your side always? Who/whom loves you always? What do you have to feel bad and depressed about? If you don't know what makes you happy... Then you are lost... No need for you to live anymore! Or is there? Isn't there a trillion reasons for you to keep living? Isn't there a million reasons for you to be happy? Isn't there at least one reason for you to love?
Just fucking stop it..... OK?

All i need is love... And if you give me love, I will give you everything.... Applies to everyone! I told you before.. When I love, I love 110%.... I know I shouldn't do that....
But I believe everyone deserves to be loved. And I have allot of love to give.

But I have learned that I can't give love to everyone... Yes I have been utilized, used, thrown in the garbage... Just because I wanted to love. So I learn.. I have learned not to love those who doesn't love me, show me love, are kind and nice to me, respect me and at least try to make me a bit happy...

And I love to make people happy, to help people... And yes, I have been utilized for that too.... Because I make people happy, and when they are happy, the don't need me anymore... I help people, and get nothing in return...

I know I'm not perfect... Far from perfect.... But I want to make the world around me a better place by making sure everyone that surrounds me are happy and live well...
And so I forgot myself again.... But.... If you are happy, I will be too.. I hope....
I have carefully selected those in my life, the close ones, for the way they are, their personalities, their abilities... And the way they love and care for me....
I LOVE YOU ALL!!! So deep from my heart.... <3

"All I wanted was to hear those words from you that only I could hear.

Those small whispers in my ear. 

Those three words that could change our lives forever.

I love you, please say you love me too... 

And I promise you that we will always be together, to the end of time."

I wrote this for you....