When I love...

When I love I love with full capacity! I give my heart completely to the ones I love, my friends, family, Panda... (Who Panda is I might explain later) I'm happy when I love, even thou loving is hard sometimes. Not feeling I give enough is hard... Missing people is hard... I miss my dear friends so so so so soooo much!! I miss Panda too!

I'm grateful I have such wonderful friends. They are always there for me when I crash, supporting me, sheering for me and such.. But I still feel I don't do enough for them... But one friend told me "Apparently you must do something for your friends to care so much for you" and well.. Maybe she is right, but I still don't feel that I do enough! So I have decided to give every one of my friends a personal "letter" (Mail) where I tell them why I love them! :) Is that a good thing to do? Or should I do more? I feel I want to do more!! Maybe someday I can do so.. :)

Today after getting my daughter at kindergarten we went to the riding school, first we gave some dandelion leaves to the bunnies (They are so adorable!!) and when the horses got into the stable we went to daughters favorite horse, called TiGer, and I asked if we could brush him a bit and so we did. She was happy! :) And I felt happy too, I miss the horses!! I wish I had the time and money to ride again...

Tindra and Ini Mini Moe 2010.

Tindra and TiGer 2010.

Tindra and Hallon 2011.

I wish I could afford to put Tindra in riding school too, but wow.. So expensive!! Daughter deserve to get all she wants, but I can't give her all.. Makes me sad. But at least I can give her my love! :) Oh Hallon, how we all loved her! I wish we could have bought her.. The sweetest pony I have ever met in my life!! As you see in the picture, Daughter could handle her all by her self. But she got sold before we could even think about it... :(

Todaaaaay~ (Singing with G Dragon) we will have Pizza! I think we both need some lazy fat cheesy pizza today!

Now I have to get going writing those mails to my friends!! :D
Pai pai!