GAAAAHH!!!!!

I'm blogging from Pandas house! :D
He is at work and I'm sitting here all alone waiting for the tickets to be released. 25 minutes left....
Then, if I get a ticket I will celebrate by claning Pandas apartment... ;) Haha!

Yesterday I went to Stockholm to meet up with Joss and A for some lunch and "shopping"! It was really nice and even thou it was cold I think I smiled all the time! When Panda finnished work I met up with him. Got a text from mum "Your brother isn't comming for dinner, stay with "Panda"!" Had a bit bad consience but at the same time I got happy. I wasn't prepared thou and had to buy underwear! And I have no makeup here... At least I have a brush.. Haha! And a toothbrush!!

10 minutes left....

Yestrday the first snow came. And every one was like: "OMG SNOW! NOW!? WHY!?!?"
Well I'll tell you why...

WE LIVE IN FRICKIN' SWEDEN!!

Last year the snow came 2 weeks erlier than this year... And it all melted away today... That's how it will be for a few days, maybe weeks, now... Just get used to it!

Maybe I have to get dressed soon.... The weather is nice outside, thou I think it's very cold!!

The e-key isn't working correctly on Pandas computer and some keys are loose... Haha! The ,-key is missing!! haha!

4 minutes left.... I have butterlies.. No EAGLES in my stomach...
3 minutes.... I need to go to the bathroom, but I can't...
2 minutes...Need to text Liss...
1 minute... Gangnam Style is playing on the radio.....
NOW!!!!! THEY ARE RLEASED NOW!!!! Keeping my fingers crossed....... XXXXXXXXXXX

I need info.. What is happening...? But only 3 minuts have passed... I think she will call och send a text... I wonder if I wil cry as I did a year ago, when we bought the tickets to Music Bank!
THIS IS BIGGER THAN MUSIC BANK!!!

THIS IS BIG BANG!!!!!

Omg... Please say something....
I'm dying here....

Mum is texting me saying it's snowing at home! Daughter will be happy! :) Me, I don't like cold... And snow is cold...

Oh god say something!! I need to go to the toilet!!! Taking the phone with me.... :P

I'm done.. Haven't heard anything yet... This is like a live update, only you will read it later! haha!
I'm loosing hope.... I will not get a ticket....
Got an update... The paige is overloaded.. You can't do anything...Ina (I tink? Or Pei?) have come to "pick amount of tickets" but can't get further... I wish I hade skype on this computer!!
More updates: It might be a second concert!! The paige is... Like loading all the time cause of the amount of people trying to get tickets... V.I.P's are hardcor fans! They will KILL for a ticket.. ;) haha! And I'm a V.I.P!!
Ok.. Another friend says it's SOLD OUT.... :'( Hu hu hu.... But if there is another concrt maybe..... MAYBE... Gaah I'm dying...
Nothing...... Nothing.... No one is saying anything.....
My friend got a ticket for him and his friend... That means they are not sold out at least!!
I cant even eat my yoghurt.... My stomach hurts.... I'm trying to keep my hope up... But....

I won't be able to se this I think.... Don't know if I should start crying now...
I'm proud of the warroirs, trying to get us tickets!! Even is they don't.. I will be proud and thoughtful!

Well.... I think I have to close this for now and start cleaning and then go home and cry....


Pai pai....

Proud!!!

I don't want to be this guy's neighbor! Haha!'

Thou it's a very awesome Halloween light setting! ^_^ Oppan Gangnam style~

Yesterday was a very confusing day! If my mother hadn't called me and told me to leave Daughter with her husband I would have forgotten that I was supposed to help out with the inventory at H&M!! I didn't remember a thing yesterday, I'm amazed I got dressed!! I don't even remember what I did until mum called me.

Today I'm very very proud of my self!! I did something I thought I would never do. I went to the dentist ALONE and repaired a hole in my tooth! I was supposed to do two... But the anesthetic (thank Buddha for auto correct! haha!) didn't quite set on me. When he started drilling I screamed: IIIIIIIHHHH!!! And he had to get another needle of anesthetic (Yeay I maded the spelling!) and then we had to wait another 10 minutes for it to settle, and since it took allot of time we didn't have time to fix the other one...
Before we started, when he put the first needle of anesthetic in and I had to wait, I was feeling sick and dizzy. I thought I was going to puke or fall of the chair.. haha! I was so nervous! BUT I MADE IT!!!
And the dentist is really nice. He said it was probably due to bad sedating I had been in pain before and that was the cause of my fear. I don't remember much from the dentist before, just that I'm terribly afraid... Pain and the drill and the mean mean lady... Maybe he is right!

I will come back in a few weeks to fix the other one. He also noticed another tooth that was damaged... I feel my trip to London getting further and further away.. Bye bye money!! But HEY! I can chew on my right side now for the first time in months!! :D

WOHO! It's midnight! I can buy refill for my phone now!! No texting or calling for a whole day... It almost killed me! haha!
DONE! Now I can sleep!

I'm very happy now, tomorrow I might get to meet Panda for at least an hour and on Saturday he will come here! I'm so much in love! :) Very happy to have him. Loving, supporting and wonderful! The best ever!!
I have to study a bit tomorrow and find time to clean the apartment tomorrow and on Friday! On Saturday I'm taking the Collage exams... Wow... I will totally fail the math test... Haha!

Now it's time to sleep!

Pai pai!!