My 2012, best and worst.

We have now come a few days into the new year of 2013. So I decided to make a summary of my 2012, month by month... "oh no.." I bet you are thinking, but it's only the best and the worst of every month! let's go!

January 2012.
Best: Got to work at a nice kindergarten for a while.
Worst: A barber cut my hair just before new year and it got OMG ugly and I cried for 3 weeks.... And my Cat got hurt again...

February 2012.
Best: Went to Paris to see K-pop Music Bank, 8 great bands live in concert! It was awesome!
Worst: Broke someones heart.... Stopped working...

Mars 2012.
Best: My first Fried rice (Asian party) party! Spring came...
Worst: Spring left.... Had a bad cold all month...

April 2012.
Best: Spring came back!!
Worst: My wash-dryer/hanger broke...

May 2012.
Best: Had lots of quality time with daughter and my dad turned 50! Went to Riga!
Worst: Gave up on love (Forever?)

June 2012.
Best: Midsummer with mum! Went on afternoon tea and Korean BBQ! SUMMER!! :D
Worst: Midsummer with mum and drunk uncle... ;)

July 2012.
Best: My 21st birthday again! :D Went to see my sis-Liss in Norrköping! Had more Korean food and Soju! NärCon 2012 (Convention)
Worst: What can be bad in summer? Actually nothing bad this month! :) Not for me at least! xD

August 2012.
Best: Met my dear Panda for the first time! <3 Fell in love! Went to Skansen.
Worst: Daughter got lice.... *Chills*

September 2012.
Best: Got together with my panda for real, became a couple! More Korean food with my lovely friends! Saw Nockelback live! First k-pop club i Stockholm opened!
Worst: Got a very bad depression... Got a very bad cold...

October 2012.
Best: My dear friend Elida came and I made her sushi!
Worst: It became colder, autumn... Still have a cold...

November 2012.
Best: Halloween party, started work practice, Daughter turned 5! <3
Worst: Went to the dentist.... Snow came... Still have a cold...

December 2012.
Best: Panda made fresh Vietnamese spring-rolls! WENT TO SEE BIG BANG LIVE IN LONDON!!!! :D
Worst: Loooooooots of snow and cold... Still have my cold....

This was my 2012. I hope 2013 will be even better and filled with happiness, love and money! ;)

I's been a while!

I has been a whine since my last post. My desire to write has not been there. I have been thinking about it some times, but then the energy to write just wasn't there. But here I am now and I will try to update a bit more.

What have happened since the last post?
December was cold as usual. I still have my work practice and I like it very much. X-mas was celebrated two times, once with my daughter at my grandmothers and once with my mother. Daughter was at her father this Christmas. It was lonely without her. New years I spent with some friends. My Panda was away in Poland and I missed him very very much. But it was a great new years eve! The year have started good, I'm happy with it so far. Panda and I are getting closer every day and I'm happy! I have the best of friends and the greatest daughter in the whole wide world!

Today it's really really cold. Minus 23 degrees. I really don't feel like going outside. But eventually I have to. I want spring now, so that the cats can go outside. They are driving me and each other crazy!! Woke up 3 times this night because of them roaming around the house like crazy!! And of course I want spring and summer so it won't take 15 minutes just to get dressed to go outside! And so I don't have to be so cold all the time... I'm not a winter person.

OH! And I also went to see the Big Bang concert in London! OMG it was totally awesome!! And London was really nice, and warm! Felt like spring!!

WOW! Fantastic baby!

It's kinda late and I should be sleeping. I have to get up really early tomorrow.... I don't know what to do with the test tomorrow.. I feel 55 x 2 minutes with math will kinda kill me.... I don't know ANY math.. I suck at math... I will sit and draw for 2 hours.... And no coffee... And you can't eat or drink during the test!

But I have something good to tell you!! After trying to get tickets for several hours, almost giving up, we heard they were giving a second concert on Friday 14th!! And guess who GOT TICKETS!?!?! WE DO!!! All 7 of us got tickets!! I'm so happy! And so tired of all the stress.... It feels so unreal! I am going to see Big Bang, live!! In Wembley stadium - London. I don't think I can believe it until I'm actually there. BIG BANG!!MY Big Bang! T.O.P and Daesung and G Dragon and Taeyang and Seungri... In real life! I will breath the same air as them, be in the same room as them... Wow....

It will be amazing! I heard the show is spectacular. And the live videos I have seen confirms it! Even thou we will be kinda far away from the stage it's totally worth it! Well I'm kinda old... And I have to sit anyways... ;) haha! And it's not THAT far from the stage, we will still be able to see them, I think... I don't actually know how big Wembley is, but I heard it's kinda huge!!

This is from the Singapore show! Filmed by Seungri, and yes they are also promoting Samsung Galaxy S III. Haha! But hey, where do you think they get all the money from? ;)
T.O.P's moves.. Hahahaha! I love them.. ^_^ Fantastic Baby!!

Now I have to go to bed...

Bye!

:'(

We didn't get any tickets.... I wil cry like hell tonight.... I'm almost crying right now....
But... They might reease more tickets further on...
But, I don't know... Maybe I'll go buy some shoes instead...

OMG I just had a total Deja vu´ experience!! I have dreamed this, writing that exact words in this exakt apartment on this exact computer with this exact feeling!! Scary....

New shoes is needed....
I have cleaned Pandas kitchen and bathroom... I fogged up the window in the livingroom! haha! But now I don't have time to do more, he have to dom SOMETHING on his own... ;) I have to go home cleaning my own kitchen now! AND STUDY!! Haven't had any time for that.... -__-' Oh I will fail so hard!!

Have to go! PAI!!

GAAAAHH!!!!!

I'm blogging from Pandas house! :D
He is at work and I'm sitting here all alone waiting for the tickets to be released. 25 minutes left....
Then, if I get a ticket I will celebrate by claning Pandas apartment... ;) Haha!

Yesterday I went to Stockholm to meet up with Joss and A for some lunch and "shopping"! It was really nice and even thou it was cold I think I smiled all the time! When Panda finnished work I met up with him. Got a text from mum "Your brother isn't comming for dinner, stay with "Panda"!" Had a bit bad consience but at the same time I got happy. I wasn't prepared thou and had to buy underwear! And I have no makeup here... At least I have a brush.. Haha! And a toothbrush!!

10 minutes left....

Yestrday the first snow came. And every one was like: "OMG SNOW! NOW!? WHY!?!?"
Well I'll tell you why...

WE LIVE IN FRICKIN' SWEDEN!!

Last year the snow came 2 weeks erlier than this year... And it all melted away today... That's how it will be for a few days, maybe weeks, now... Just get used to it!

Maybe I have to get dressed soon.... The weather is nice outside, thou I think it's very cold!!

The e-key isn't working correctly on Pandas computer and some keys are loose... Haha! The ,-key is missing!! haha!

4 minutes left.... I have butterlies.. No EAGLES in my stomach...
3 minutes.... I need to go to the bathroom, but I can't...
2 minutes...Need to text Liss...
1 minute... Gangnam Style is playing on the radio.....
NOW!!!!! THEY ARE RLEASED NOW!!!! Keeping my fingers crossed....... XXXXXXXXXXX

I need info.. What is happening...? But only 3 minuts have passed... I think she will call och send a text... I wonder if I wil cry as I did a year ago, when we bought the tickets to Music Bank!
THIS IS BIGGER THAN MUSIC BANK!!!

THIS IS BIG BANG!!!!!

Omg... Please say something....
I'm dying here....

Mum is texting me saying it's snowing at home! Daughter will be happy! :) Me, I don't like cold... And snow is cold...

Oh god say something!! I need to go to the toilet!!! Taking the phone with me.... :P

I'm done.. Haven't heard anything yet... This is like a live update, only you will read it later! haha!
I'm loosing hope.... I will not get a ticket....
Got an update... The paige is overloaded.. You can't do anything...Ina (I tink? Or Pei?) have come to "pick amount of tickets" but can't get further... I wish I hade skype on this computer!!
More updates: It might be a second concert!! The paige is... Like loading all the time cause of the amount of people trying to get tickets... V.I.P's are hardcor fans! They will KILL for a ticket.. ;) haha! And I'm a V.I.P!!
Ok.. Another friend says it's SOLD OUT.... :'( Hu hu hu.... But if there is another concrt maybe..... MAYBE... Gaah I'm dying...
Nothing...... Nothing.... No one is saying anything.....
My friend got a ticket for him and his friend... That means they are not sold out at least!!
I cant even eat my yoghurt.... My stomach hurts.... I'm trying to keep my hope up... But....

I won't be able to se this I think.... Don't know if I should start crying now...
I'm proud of the warroirs, trying to get us tickets!! Even is they don't.. I will be proud and thoughtful!

Well.... I think I have to close this for now and start cleaning and then go home and cry....


Pai pai....

I'm still ALIVE! I'm still ALIVE!!!!

YEAY! I don't have to shoot myself!! :D I have the best brother in the world I tell ya! THE BEST!!
If I hadn't had such a wonderful brother I would have to sell my kidney on the black market (Trust me, I would do it!!) cause I HAVE to see them!!!

Now I have to start saving money! I already have.... *counting* 50 Sek... That's 1/7 of the plane ticket to go there! ;)
We leave on Friday and I will get back on Sunday (Even thou it's a more expensive ticket that day, the others go home on Monday with a cheaper ticket!) because I have "work" on Monday and I have to get home to Tindra.... Feels a bit... Like burning in my wallet, but I have to! I don't need to eat when I'm there.... Maybe some cheap bread or something,... haha!

Apparently my plane ticket will cost 1024 Sek just because I go home on Sunday.... :( The others will pay about 801 Sek to go home on Monday...

SO My dear family and friends reading this.... What I want for (EARLY) X-mas present is MONEY for traveling and food! Nothing else!!

I got stuck looking for hostels.... Any tip where you can live very cheep in London?!?!? Give it to me!! :)

Have to go eat something,... Again.. ;)

PAI!!!