Headache...

It's snowing again...... I hate Swedish winter... It never ends!!!!
I have been home for two days with a terrible headache.... On Sunday, in the middle of the night, I went up to get another pill that doesn't work and almost collapsed because of the pain. Felt like someone hit me in the neck with full force and it went black and my legs crooked for about 1 second. It was really scary! And before I fell asleep I thought "Maybe I will die and never wake up if I fall asleep now.." I was really scared!! But I woke up and I still had a headache so I stayed at home. Today it's better but I wanted to rest at home anyway in case it would get worse. I had to go out anyway to see my work-adviser and drop in some paper and get more confused  at the social insurance office... I hate all their paperwork! Gave me more headache... But now I think I'm fine actually! I hope... Just a little pain....

Dropped by a Vietnamese import store. They sell clothes and stuff both in store and on e-bay. Talked with the guy who works there, he and his wife owns the shop, for a long time. I found out this weekend his wife is a friend of my boyfriends friend! haha! So we talked about the shop and Vietnam and such. Daughter got to show off her Viet skills! "Ban có khóe không" hahaha! So cute! But he only knew one word, Ngon! It means  "tastes good" haha! So I learned another word!! :D Productive day!
Oh and this weekend I also learned to say "horse" and I laughed so hard!!!!!! Sounds like you are puking when you say it!! Ngựa... Hahahahaha! My sense of humor is extremely low.. I know...

Have to go... Take a rest and get daughter to bed... She have been very angry at me today because I "forced" her too clean her room... But I did most of the cleaning as usual and she only complained... No TV or games for a few days now....

Tam biêt!! // Teri..

Horse!!

Nothing is happening.... I have nothing to write about....
I'm mad, both at myself and some one else. Bot very unnecessary... I think too much and too little. Yesterday I was trying to draw. 2 good papers to waste... I felt nothing. Nothing came out. And yes, I draw my feelings. Without feelings I can't draw... Well I can't anyway, but at least I get inspiration from my feelings! haha!

I have my movie theme horses right now, and today I watched "The horse whisperer". I love that move, but oh how watching many movies ruins the enjoyment. I'm just looking for movie-mistakes.. "that's not the same horse, that horse had a blaze, not a star!" And "that rope was taken off, now it's there again.." Not to talk about War horse!! haha! "That's  not the way a horse would react! That would kill a horse! A horse doesn't jump over tanks..." And so on.... Ooops hope I didn't spoil anything there!
Anyway... Robert Redford... Wow... He is really attractive for a guy his age!! His smile and his eyes.. Wow...

Well back in 1998 he was handsome! Now, not so much.... Hahaha!

And now I have to find the movie Seabiscuit and then my horse theme is over. Any ideas for the next theme? I was thinking werewolf, but that's not fun since EVERYTHING now is about werewolves and vampires... Zombies maybe? But are there any GOOD zombie movies? Well see what it 'll be. Now.. I'm hungry again....

Pai pai!

When I love...

When I love I love with full capacity! I give my heart completely to the ones I love, my friends, family, Panda... (Who Panda is I might explain later) I'm happy when I love, even thou loving is hard sometimes. Not feeling I give enough is hard... Missing people is hard... I miss my dear friends so so so so soooo much!! I miss Panda too!

I'm grateful I have such wonderful friends. They are always there for me when I crash, supporting me, sheering for me and such.. But I still feel I don't do enough for them... But one friend told me "Apparently you must do something for your friends to care so much for you" and well.. Maybe she is right, but I still don't feel that I do enough! So I have decided to give every one of my friends a personal "letter" (Mail) where I tell them why I love them! :) Is that a good thing to do? Or should I do more? I feel I want to do more!! Maybe someday I can do so.. :)

Today after getting my daughter at kindergarten we went to the riding school, first we gave some dandelion leaves to the bunnies (They are so adorable!!) and when the horses got into the stable we went to daughters favorite horse, called TiGer, and I asked if we could brush him a bit and so we did. She was happy! :) And I felt happy too, I miss the horses!! I wish I had the time and money to ride again...

Tindra and Ini Mini Moe 2010.

Tindra and TiGer 2010.

Tindra and Hallon 2011.

I wish I could afford to put Tindra in riding school too, but wow.. So expensive!! Daughter deserve to get all she wants, but I can't give her all.. Makes me sad. But at least I can give her my love! :) Oh Hallon, how we all loved her! I wish we could have bought her.. The sweetest pony I have ever met in my life!! As you see in the picture, Daughter could handle her all by her self. But she got sold before we could even think about it... :(

Todaaaaay~ (Singing with G Dragon) we will have Pizza! I think we both need some lazy fat cheesy pizza today!

Now I have to get going writing those mails to my friends!! :D
Pai pai!