Em nhớ anh....

Things is getting better! But I'm getting more tired... I have muscle pain and headache... The stress is releasing! And it's still cold!!

Today I'm starting my low carbohydrate "diet" and TRYING to quit sugar in form of bread and candy and so on. I have a severe sugar addiction!! And well, the sugar thing isn't going that well... I have had a few candies and a bit of dark chocolate (70% cocoa)... And bread... Dammit it's hard!!! But it's just day one! And it's allot less than I usually eat. And I'm trying to drink more water, cause I'm very bad at drinking the amounts you are supposed to, or to drink at all! And no I'm not trying to loose allot of weight, I just want to be more healthy and if a kilo or two disappears, that's OK! And I will try to start working out again... When there is time. And it's really hard to keep from eating candy when Daughter have 3 big Easter eggs filled with candy!!!!

I really miss my Panda so much right now. For so many reasons.... I feel so relaxed when I'm with him and I really need a big long hug right now. And I want to give him one too!

I made this picture for him yesterday! "Em nhớ anh" - I miss you... I wish we could see each other more often.. I will get two weeks with him in the end of July! :D I want July now!! It will be very interesting to live together for two weeks. ;)

On Saturday I will go to a fortune teller lady with my soul mate-sister and her mother! I hope she is as good as my old one. If she is, I probably will keep going to her to have my fortune told. ^__^ It's like going to a psychologist, but better! Even in the things being said are bogus, she is good at reading people and so on, it feels really good to hear something! It's like people believing in God, it's a comfort to have a protected future! Or something... ;) haha!

I have to go put Daughter to bed now! I miss my mum....

Pai!! //Teri

Headache...

It's snowing again...... I hate Swedish winter... It never ends!!!!
I have been home for two days with a terrible headache.... On Sunday, in the middle of the night, I went up to get another pill that doesn't work and almost collapsed because of the pain. Felt like someone hit me in the neck with full force and it went black and my legs crooked for about 1 second. It was really scary! And before I fell asleep I thought "Maybe I will die and never wake up if I fall asleep now.." I was really scared!! But I woke up and I still had a headache so I stayed at home. Today it's better but I wanted to rest at home anyway in case it would get worse. I had to go out anyway to see my work-adviser and drop in some paper and get more confused  at the social insurance office... I hate all their paperwork! Gave me more headache... But now I think I'm fine actually! I hope... Just a little pain....

Dropped by a Vietnamese import store. They sell clothes and stuff both in store and on e-bay. Talked with the guy who works there, he and his wife owns the shop, for a long time. I found out this weekend his wife is a friend of my boyfriends friend! haha! So we talked about the shop and Vietnam and such. Daughter got to show off her Viet skills! "Ban có khóe không" hahaha! So cute! But he only knew one word, Ngon! It means  "tastes good" haha! So I learned another word!! :D Productive day!
Oh and this weekend I also learned to say "horse" and I laughed so hard!!!!!! Sounds like you are puking when you say it!! Ngựa... Hahahahaha! My sense of humor is extremely low.. I know...

Have to go... Take a rest and get daughter to bed... She have been very angry at me today because I "forced" her too clean her room... But I did most of the cleaning as usual and she only complained... No TV or games for a few days now....

Tam biêt!! // Teri..

Weeekeeeend!!

This weekend have been really nice! The week was slow and boring, so the weekend with Panda was welcome! Thursday and Friday was spent with just cuddling and movie and TAPAS!! First time I had tapas! It was good!! It was nice to take it slow. On Saturday we went to IKEA. We were supposed to buy only two things, but ended up with a full bag! As always when you visit IKEA! ;)
I bought new curtains, coat hangers, a heart shaped lamp for Daughter and some Bamboo plants. Panda bought a pink and a blue coffee cup, one for him and one for me (guess which one was mine? ;) hehe!) and blue and purple bath towels (same there, guess.. ;) tss..), new plates and some pillows.

This morning I was really tired.... Almost fell asleep in the shower, it was so nice and warm.. hehe! But it got better when I got out. Packed all my (heavy) stuff and went home. Didn't want to go, but I missed Daughter so much. I would like to have both by my side all the time! That would make me very happy... :)

So! I got pictures for you! This is my new curtains (and my bed with Teddy on it)....

The curtains are light brown, but they look white/beige on the photo. They really matches the wallpaper and they let the light in perfectly! And they were cheap... ;)

And this is my pimped kitchen! I got this Ivy in plastic from Panda and put it up on the lamp. And the cats' name is Ceacar. He is fat I know, but he is also old!! He gets to be fat.. ;)

It's a bad picture (From Instagram!) but if you enlarge it you can see it better! Maybe.. haha! xD

And this is a bit of the living room! The other part... Maybe I will photograph it later... When I have clead up a bit more.. haha!

The sewing machine isn't supposed to be there, I just don't know where to put it right now... And it is retro to have a fat-TV!! haha! And you can see my bamboo sticks beside the TV!! And some Vietnamese bean cookie/candy (the yellow stuff on the side), but you can't see it.. ;) Daughter loves them! And Panda loves to give her lots and lots of them... <3s

And yeah, I fell for the pressure... I got Instagram!! Teriswe - if you want to add me there!

Now I have to eat some more soup and then go to bed. I have a terrible headache... Not even pills help!!

Pai pai!! Or... Tam-biet! :) //Teri

Ahn yeu em!!

So.. The dragons might have been lions.... But anyway...

I was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick this week! I tried to go to work on Tuesday but they sent me home... I had fever!!! I wrote it last time right? I never get fever... But this time I had! I have 36,4 C° in normal, but I had 37,8 C° at the most. And I asked, that's a fever! Haha! And I felt feverish... I was sweating so bad my sheet and cover was soaking wet.... And as I said, fever is there to get rid of germs!! And it did.. I love fever! All I have now is a soar throat and a clogged nose...  For the first time since I was 17 years old I was very sick! I'm always sick, but only with small colds and stuff... Not like this!!

I went home to Panda anyway this Friday. he made me a nice dinner with shrimps and rice with heart shaped candy on it! haha! So sweet panda!!

Love-food! <3

And one of my "brothers" came to sleep over. He was supposed to go to a "temple" on Saturday morning. We decided to go too. It was a room with a stage where they had put up an altar with Buddha and monks were chanting. It felt.... Weird... Since it was in Vietnamese and I don't know what they were praying for, I couldn't really pray. But it was a nice experience. And then I thought we were going home... But I forgot... They are Vietnamese... There isn't a Viet meeting that last only 2 hours... There HAD to be a show and a  concert too! ;) haha! For 7 hours all I heard was "blah blah blah blah" both in talking and singing... And yeah, I was the only white girl there.. There was a white man, but he left.. haha! OK I enjoyed it a bit, but listening to "blah blah blah" for 7 hours, only getting the word "thank you" is kinda boring....

Monks!

And I was really tired... But I tried to keep it up! Even thou, looking at pictures people took of me.. I look like a swollen zombie!! haha! At least this famous Viet superstar checked me out... ;) hahahaha! And I got two lucky coins!! I hope they give me luck... I need it!!
Then we went home... And I didn't get to see the movie I wanted to see... :( Men and their remotes...... But I got ice cream and chocolate! :D

And today, after I got home, me and Teddy studied a little more Vietnamese! I have realized I can't live with a Viet man without understanding a word... I will be bored to death or feel left out... Haha! I was thinking about finding a man with an easier language.. But naah, I love my little Viet Panda!! ;) <3

Me and Teddy studying hard!!

And this is what I have learned so far:

Xin chao!
Ten toi la Teri! Rat vui duoc gap ban! (Hard to pronounce as hell!!) Ban co khoe khong?

Cam on, toi khoe!

Tam biet!!

And of course: Vang! And just right now: Ngu ngon (not sure how to pronounce that thou..)

And what does this mean? Well... You can't know that can you?! haha! Yes you can, I will tell you.... It means;

Hello!
My name is Teri. Nice to meet you! How are you?

I'm fine, thank you!

Good bye!

Vang = Yes. And: Ngu ngon = sleep well ( I think!)

Oh and I forgot the most important words!!! Ahn yeu em!! I love you!! :)

Have to go to sleep now... Have a long day of work ahead of me tomorrow! Not fully recovered yet but I can't stay home forever!!

Pai pai!! XO // Teri