:'(

We didn't get any tickets.... I wil cry like hell tonight.... I'm almost crying right now....
But... They might reease more tickets further on...
But, I don't know... Maybe I'll go buy some shoes instead...

OMG I just had a total Deja vu´ experience!! I have dreamed this, writing that exact words in this exakt apartment on this exact computer with this exact feeling!! Scary....

New shoes is needed....
I have cleaned Pandas kitchen and bathroom... I fogged up the window in the livingroom! haha! But now I don't have time to do more, he have to dom SOMETHING on his own... ;) I have to go home cleaning my own kitchen now! AND STUDY!! Haven't had any time for that.... -__-' Oh I will fail so hard!!

Have to go! PAI!!

I will go shot myself now!

I think I will go shoot myself right now... My friends are planning and happy on Skype and I can just sit there and read it all and cry....
Big Bang ins coming to London and I have no money... BIG BANG!!! It's like a dream come true! if I get to see them I can die happy... I will never ever ask for anything else in my whole life! Damnit I would even sell my own mother to see them!! (yes I have told her that...) But... The ticets are 1000 Sek and are released on the 26th.. I get 1247 Sek on the 27th... Yeah I'm fucked and even if I got the money on the 26th I cant feed my daughter for a month... I can gladly starve for 2 months to be able to see them, but she can't....

It was nice talking to you and knowing you all.... I have to go find a gun now.. Bye....