Photos! New update!

I don't know why I don't update on weekdays. Maybe it's not fun enough? ;)
I don't have anyone to tell things about since no one is reading my blog! ;)

Anywhore....
Thursday May 9.
Went to my mother for some fun-time! Daughter played with the neighbors kid and painted a picture. I did too paint some! It was fun! And we found a toad to pet and instead of a daughter I got a Ninja Turtle Jr! ;)

TMNT!! <3 ^_^

It's nice that she have the same sense of humor as the others in my family! ;)

Friday May 10.
Went into Stockholm with my little princess to see the Sakura/Cherry blossom in Kungsträdgården. She was supposed to go to my mum/grandmother and she nagged about going there instead of trying to have fun in Stockholm. But when we met up with my friend N and she got ice cream she got happy!

Me and the sakura flowers!

The most beautiful thing in the world!
The only thing I managed to do right in my life! :') <3

When I dropped of Daughter with her grandmother I went out for After Work Beer with N. It was really nice in the sun. And warm! We talked about allot of stuff, mostly about Love! I need to find him a girlfriend!! ;)

Beer with my Brother/friend! AW!

When he went away I went home to my Panda. He was away and I had to wait. I got cold and tired so I went to bed. Woke up when he jumped in front of me! haha! Had a really bad headache and he said we were to go to to his friend. I thought "Oh dear, this is going to end in a party" and boy was I right! Luckily I know him and put on some fancy clothes.

Panda also bought a new car! Audi TT something. It's like a wet boy dream.... ;) he is so proud and happy about it. I tease him about it but I'm happy for him too! It's a nice car!!

My baby's' new toy! ^_^

But we took the car to his friend and had some drinks. Well his friends and I had some drinks. Panda drove.
Then we went to town for some party. Got let in on the side by the guards like V.I.P! haha! Danced and had a fun time together!

Party!!

OH! And Panda and I got invited to his friend's and his girlfriend's WEDDING! Finally a wedding and not a funeral! The problem is... It's in Poland.... Expensive traveling.... But a wedding! Have to look for a dress! hihihihhiiiii!!! Fun fun fun hand so happy for them!!

Saturday May 11.
Went for a PW that ended up being just a walk and subway riding. ;) But it was nice in the sun and at least I had a fun time (Singing and dancing and being silly while he was complaining! haha!)
Then we spent the rest of the day sleeping, eating and cuddling in the sofa. Well we took a ride in the car for a while before we went home, made some dumplings and went to bed.

Sunday May 12.
Today Panda needed to do some work at the restaurant and we went there before I had to go home. On the subway he took sneaky pictures of me, sent them to me and wrote "You are a hag, but a very pretty hag!" HAHA! Tanks allot love... ;) In Swedish it was "Du är en kärring. Mycket snygg kärring!"

Dork!!

I look like a dork in the photo! haha! Totally lost in my phone watching the NEWS actually. About the kidnapper in Cleveland. Creepy man... Little Fritzl Jr... Haha! Naah that was mean... Fritzl was a really mean man! He looked mean!!
We got to the restaurant and he started working, preparing stuff for tomorrow when it opens again. I helped by just standing/sitting/walking around there. ;) I'm such a helper! But he still made me sushi before I had to go home!
Got home to mum and Daughter and Daughter had gotten new stuff, a jacket, shoes, Hello Kitty hair strands and shorts. So Daughter was happy! We got home and had sushi. She doesn't like sushi, but Panda made tofu- and avocado sushi for us. And she ate it!! Now I'm really tired.
I think my apartment is an energy thief.... I always get drained out of energy and get headaches whenever I get home....

Now I have to clean up some...

 Love// Teri

Update!!

Friday May 3.
Went up really early to work 3 hours. Got home to sleep some more before I left Daughter with her father.Went to Stockholm and met up with some friends. We got to a restaurant (even thou I can't afford.. But should I just sit and watch while everyone else eats and be hungry?!?!*Cry*) called Jensen's Böfhouse and had steak. it was good and nice to talk and hang with friends. Then I got home to my Panda and fell asleep... Haha!

Saturday May 4.
Panda had to go run some errands with his family and I went to town to help my "brother from another Vietnamese mother" find a blazer. Went to every store in town, even went to Nacka Forum (a big mall) and there we finally found it. He bought me lunch and then we went home to his place. He just moved to Stockholm and I had to see where he lived. he lived next door to a friend of mine! haha! Panda came too when he was done and we went to a beach and played around with ice cream, sand and a "toy car" in a playground!

Yes ladies! He is single!! ;)

Goofy love = real love!! <3

Then Panda and I went home for some dinner and cozy time in the sofa. I had a blast that day! I love my brotha and I'm in love with my Panda so much! I don't think you can love someone that much! ^_^

Sunday May 5.
Went to a place in Stockholm called Fredhäll and sat on the rocks watching the ocean and the boats passing by. Really nice, except for the ind blowing, like a minor storm! haha!

My love for the ocean will always be true! ^_^

So will my love for you! <3

Unfortunately I was a bit moody and left in a bad mood. But it got better after a few texts from panda! :)

Monday May 6.
Did nothing at all..... Well I applied for an education! :D Yeay me!! And had dinner at my mum again! :D

Tuesday May 7.
Daughter went to kindergarten and I went to a friend for some coffee and some nice talk. Long time ago! Then I got home and got Daughter and we spent some time outdoor in the really nice weather! Warm today! After getting some energy by the sun I had really much energy to clean the apartment! It's really nice now! :)
And time flew by. Now I have to work out a bit and then go to bed!

Pai!! //Teri!

Swedish celebration, Asian style!!

My neck is hurting so much right now.. This morning I got "stuck" with my arm up and when I tried to move it hurt like 100 knives shoved into my neck! I tolerate pain quite well, but this time I cried....

I don't like my life right now. Ever since work practice ended everything that could go wrong or trouble me- have... Tomorrow I'm having a meeting and I also have to cancel my dental appointment and find out where my money have gone to....

Me, this Monday. Before everything started!

In Sweden (and some other European countries) we celebrate something called Valborg.I think it's called Spring folk festival in English. It's a tradition from back in Germany where someone became a saint and the the Christians became witch hunters and burned witches on the stake. And yeah that's what we are celebrating... But nowadays it's a celebration of spring. Well, anyways....

Yesterday I went to my panda for some Fried Rice Asian party (Very Swedish, I know!) and I had a blast! My feet didn't hurt and I took a painkiller that actually worked so that my neck didn't hurt. I danced and had a fun time with my friends and my love. Met some new crazy people and it was very very hot although I didn't have much clothes on!!! But it was fun! :D

Me and my Panda!

And yes I have high heels on that's why I'm so frickin' tall! My legs look sexy in high heels... ;) seeexy!!! I had my cute little skort on! :D I really liked it!! Cuuuute! And seeeexy... ;)

And I have to put up a picture taken of us last summer, when we had just met and went to Skansen Zoo in Stockholm. I was so shy then! haha! And it tells in the picture! But you can also see... I was in love already! ;) Right?

L.O.V.E

Yeah I like to play with the pictures!! ^_^ But now I have to stop writing cuz my neck is killing me and I have to go to bed...

Pai!! //Teri

Lots of love and laughter! ^_^

Lots of stuff have happened! Mostly in my mind. I have decided to take another path, to drop the childcare path and seek out another path. I think in the service business, like a receptionist, cashier or in a coffee shop. Barista would be really fun since I have this dream of mine, but I also have to be realistic. I have to think really hard now....

And I have met a "fortune teller" that also said the same thing I have been thinking about. The only thing she said that was weird was that my grandfather was the one talking to her, but she made him look like a silly man instead of the kind loving man he was. And that my grandfather said stuff I think he NEVER EVER would say, like "it will be alright", joke about stuff and most of all that my boyfriend and I will not last more than this summer, because I have "the love of my life" somewhere in the world. I think he would say something like "It you don't work for it, it will never happen", don't joke about my future and say that the most important thing is that I'm happy RIGHT NOW! Not talking about breaking up cause I MIGHT find someone in this world. She said something about finding someone that twill take my breath away, sweep my feet and such. Well, that's the feeling I had when I met Panda! And I have never loved like this before. Not even Daughters' father.... So, Go home fortune, you're drunk....

Now some funny stuff! I got my spring jacket this week! They delivered it to my work! I LOVE IT!!! :D

Buuuut of course, when I put it on more snow came... I hate Swedish weather. It's supposed to be spring now! And tomorrow the order I made exactly one month ago will come too! My skort, leggings and summer jacket! *Happy face*

This weekend I went to Panda, and yesterday (Saturday) we met up with my best friend/Soul mate/Sister and her boyfriend. First we had a latte and carrot cake in Wayne's coffee and waited for Panda to drive his parents home.

Then we took the tram out and went for a long walk from Djurgården in Stockholm into to the city. When we had to pee sis and I got into this disgusting public toilet and I scared the living crap out of both of us when we were supposed to get out. There was a little red button on the wall and I wanted to see what happened if you push it. So I told her to open the door in case we had to run! But just as I was about to push it the toilet automatically flushes and I get scared, scream and run out, sis screams and runs too without knowing why I screamed and then we laugh so much that we cried and I couldn't breath! Our boyfriends stood outside and looked like question marks wondering what the hell was wrong with us! hahaha! It was more funny to be there and live it... ;) We had a really nice day anyway, with people I love!
But in the evening I thought about the stuff the fortune teller had said and got sad. I know it's not true, I know how much I love my Panda, but I believe in this things and maybe in some way it could be true. But after hugging my Panda for a very long time and a few tears later I made up my mind. He might or might not be the love of my life, but he is the one I love right now and I love him very very much! And I want to be with him forever if I can! And when I told him what she said, he got mad! And said it's not true! I should not believe in things like that, and so on. I love him so much!! <3

On Friday my mother got home from Japan! Tomorrow we are going to have dinner with them as usual. It's going to be nice to have our old routines back! ;)

Panda and I have decided to start working out together. So when I'm there and live there for two weeks we are going to work out together! FIGHTING! :D

Now let's hope this awful snow goes away so that I can wear my nice new skort and my awesome spring jacket every day (Not the skort, but the jacket!)
And for those who don't know what a skort is: skirt + shorts = skort! ;) I really hope they fit. Asians are much smaller than I.... Haha!
And I have to say, YesStyle really is the best! Cheap and fast and when there is problems they work it out fast and politely tell you how sorry they are for causing you problems (I got 3 e-mails where they said they are sorry!!) And even compensating by bidding on the shipping fee! :D I really love them!! LOVE! I love allot.... I have a whole lotta lovin'.. ;)

Pai pai!! //Teri

Pjuh....

Yesterdays test was embarrassing... I only knew one out of 80 questions on the math part!! And you had to fill in all the answers. I was like: "Maybe B here.. This looks like a C! Hmm... Maybe an A here? E feels good on this one..." But the verbal part in Swedish and English went fine. I had to guess on some but overall I think it went fine!
Afterwards I went to the store and bought candy and then I went to get Daughter! We had cozy snuggle time with movies and candy all night! She fell asleep at 22:30 (10:30 p.m) with me in my bed and both cats. I fell asleep shortly after.

Today Daughter and her friend have helped me clean the apartment by making a mess! Haha! And they still make a mess after I have cleaned...

Tomorrow I'm going to the doctor! To try to get a referral to a counselor. But right now I feel kinda fine and a counselor seems a bit unnecessary right now, but I know I have to cause I will get worse again and I need help. To sort out all the things in my head....

I was thinking about writing down my toughs in my head during about.. Hmm.. Maybe 5 minutes, so that you can understand a bit what's going on in my head and laugh about my stupid head! What do you think about that? I think it might be fun.. I did it for a while during the test when I was done and there was time left... It was everything between flying giraffes and Big Bang! ^_^

Maybe later today. I have to write them down on paper first! :)

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Wehell, I promised you photos from Fridays party and today they put them put on the Facebook page! Here they come! Remember to click for bigger pictures!

This was the beginning to the end! Before the last beer! ;)

Ah well, on our way out we got paparazzied!

I have no words.......

 I really had an awesome time and I can't wait for them to get larger premises and play again. K-pop club was awesome! But I still kinda dig Fried Rice (Asian party) a bit more... Just a bit!

There were other photos, two more I think, but I looked ugly in one and barely seen in one. But my friend was so CUTE in that picture.. I might put it up anyway.... Yes I will and she can hate me all she want!! But I still love her and I still think she is really cute in that picture!!

Tell me, isn't she cute!?!?!
And you can see me in the background there dancing with K! :)

She might kill me now... If she does, you all have to know I love you! haha! Now it's movie time!!

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Pai pai!!