Photos! New update!

I don't know why I don't update on weekdays. Maybe it's not fun enough? ;)
I don't have anyone to tell things about since no one is reading my blog! ;)

Anywhore....
Thursday May 9.
Went to my mother for some fun-time! Daughter played with the neighbors kid and painted a picture. I did too paint some! It was fun! And we found a toad to pet and instead of a daughter I got a Ninja Turtle Jr! ;)

TMNT!! <3 ^_^

It's nice that she have the same sense of humor as the others in my family! ;)

Friday May 10.
Went into Stockholm with my little princess to see the Sakura/Cherry blossom in Kungsträdgården. She was supposed to go to my mum/grandmother and she nagged about going there instead of trying to have fun in Stockholm. But when we met up with my friend N and she got ice cream she got happy!

Me and the sakura flowers!

The most beautiful thing in the world!
The only thing I managed to do right in my life! :') <3

When I dropped of Daughter with her grandmother I went out for After Work Beer with N. It was really nice in the sun. And warm! We talked about allot of stuff, mostly about Love! I need to find him a girlfriend!! ;)

Beer with my Brother/friend! AW!

When he went away I went home to my Panda. He was away and I had to wait. I got cold and tired so I went to bed. Woke up when he jumped in front of me! haha! Had a really bad headache and he said we were to go to to his friend. I thought "Oh dear, this is going to end in a party" and boy was I right! Luckily I know him and put on some fancy clothes.

Panda also bought a new car! Audi TT something. It's like a wet boy dream.... ;) he is so proud and happy about it. I tease him about it but I'm happy for him too! It's a nice car!!

My baby's' new toy! ^_^

But we took the car to his friend and had some drinks. Well his friends and I had some drinks. Panda drove.
Then we went to town for some party. Got let in on the side by the guards like V.I.P! haha! Danced and had a fun time together!

Party!!

OH! And Panda and I got invited to his friend's and his girlfriend's WEDDING! Finally a wedding and not a funeral! The problem is... It's in Poland.... Expensive traveling.... But a wedding! Have to look for a dress! hihihihhiiiii!!! Fun fun fun hand so happy for them!!

Saturday May 11.
Went for a PW that ended up being just a walk and subway riding. ;) But it was nice in the sun and at least I had a fun time (Singing and dancing and being silly while he was complaining! haha!)
Then we spent the rest of the day sleeping, eating and cuddling in the sofa. Well we took a ride in the car for a while before we went home, made some dumplings and went to bed.

Sunday May 12.
Today Panda needed to do some work at the restaurant and we went there before I had to go home. On the subway he took sneaky pictures of me, sent them to me and wrote "You are a hag, but a very pretty hag!" HAHA! Tanks allot love... ;) In Swedish it was "Du är en kärring. Mycket snygg kärring!"

Dork!!

I look like a dork in the photo! haha! Totally lost in my phone watching the NEWS actually. About the kidnapper in Cleveland. Creepy man... Little Fritzl Jr... Haha! Naah that was mean... Fritzl was a really mean man! He looked mean!!
We got to the restaurant and he started working, preparing stuff for tomorrow when it opens again. I helped by just standing/sitting/walking around there. ;) I'm such a helper! But he still made me sushi before I had to go home!
Got home to mum and Daughter and Daughter had gotten new stuff, a jacket, shoes, Hello Kitty hair strands and shorts. So Daughter was happy! We got home and had sushi. She doesn't like sushi, but Panda made tofu- and avocado sushi for us. And she ate it!! Now I'm really tired.
I think my apartment is an energy thief.... I always get drained out of energy and get headaches whenever I get home....

Now I have to clean up some...

 Love// Teri

Swedish celebration, Asian style!!

My neck is hurting so much right now.. This morning I got "stuck" with my arm up and when I tried to move it hurt like 100 knives shoved into my neck! I tolerate pain quite well, but this time I cried....

I don't like my life right now. Ever since work practice ended everything that could go wrong or trouble me- have... Tomorrow I'm having a meeting and I also have to cancel my dental appointment and find out where my money have gone to....

Me, this Monday. Before everything started!

In Sweden (and some other European countries) we celebrate something called Valborg.I think it's called Spring folk festival in English. It's a tradition from back in Germany where someone became a saint and the the Christians became witch hunters and burned witches on the stake. And yeah that's what we are celebrating... But nowadays it's a celebration of spring. Well, anyways....

Yesterday I went to my panda for some Fried Rice Asian party (Very Swedish, I know!) and I had a blast! My feet didn't hurt and I took a painkiller that actually worked so that my neck didn't hurt. I danced and had a fun time with my friends and my love. Met some new crazy people and it was very very hot although I didn't have much clothes on!!! But it was fun! :D

Me and my Panda!

And yes I have high heels on that's why I'm so frickin' tall! My legs look sexy in high heels... ;) seeexy!!! I had my cute little skort on! :D I really liked it!! Cuuuute! And seeeexy... ;)

And I have to put up a picture taken of us last summer, when we had just met and went to Skansen Zoo in Stockholm. I was so shy then! haha! And it tells in the picture! But you can also see... I was in love already! ;) Right?

L.O.V.E

Yeah I like to play with the pictures!! ^_^ But now I have to stop writing cuz my neck is killing me and I have to go to bed...

Pai!! //Teri

My 2012, best and worst.

We have now come a few days into the new year of 2013. So I decided to make a summary of my 2012, month by month... "oh no.." I bet you are thinking, but it's only the best and the worst of every month! let's go!

January 2012.
Best: Got to work at a nice kindergarten for a while.
Worst: A barber cut my hair just before new year and it got OMG ugly and I cried for 3 weeks.... And my Cat got hurt again...

February 2012.
Best: Went to Paris to see K-pop Music Bank, 8 great bands live in concert! It was awesome!
Worst: Broke someones heart.... Stopped working...

Mars 2012.
Best: My first Fried rice (Asian party) party! Spring came...
Worst: Spring left.... Had a bad cold all month...

April 2012.
Best: Spring came back!!
Worst: My wash-dryer/hanger broke...

May 2012.
Best: Had lots of quality time with daughter and my dad turned 50! Went to Riga!
Worst: Gave up on love (Forever?)

June 2012.
Best: Midsummer with mum! Went on afternoon tea and Korean BBQ! SUMMER!! :D
Worst: Midsummer with mum and drunk uncle... ;)

July 2012.
Best: My 21st birthday again! :D Went to see my sis-Liss in Norrköping! Had more Korean food and Soju! NärCon 2012 (Convention)
Worst: What can be bad in summer? Actually nothing bad this month! :) Not for me at least! xD

August 2012.
Best: Met my dear Panda for the first time! <3 Fell in love! Went to Skansen.
Worst: Daughter got lice.... *Chills*

September 2012.
Best: Got together with my panda for real, became a couple! More Korean food with my lovely friends! Saw Nockelback live! First k-pop club i Stockholm opened!
Worst: Got a very bad depression... Got a very bad cold...

October 2012.
Best: My dear friend Elida came and I made her sushi!
Worst: It became colder, autumn... Still have a cold...

November 2012.
Best: Halloween party, started work practice, Daughter turned 5! <3
Worst: Went to the dentist.... Snow came... Still have a cold...

December 2012.
Best: Panda made fresh Vietnamese spring-rolls! WENT TO SEE BIG BANG LIVE IN LONDON!!!! :D
Worst: Loooooooots of snow and cold... Still have my cold....

This was my 2012. I hope 2013 will be even better and filled with happiness, love and money! ;)

Long weekend!!

It's been a while.... But I have been busy and haven't had a computer to write on since I have been in Stockholm Thursday to Sunday! And yeah.... PARTY!!

Thursday: Fried Rice (Asian community) Halloween party! Pre-party at Pandas apartment. About 13 people in his tiny one room apartment! haha! But it was fun. Mary and I were schoolgirls as planed. here is a picture of our outfits! :D

The vampire bites didn't work... Had no time to dry and I always hit my arm and it got ruined while trying to get ready and dry it at the same time! But I became EMO and cut myself in the arm... ;)

Then we went to Fried rice. All I can say is.. Wow... The drama! haha! Jealousy and the beginning of a girl.fight.... But we danced and had a good time anyway! I don't like girls... That's all I can say.... They took some pictures of us, but they didn't published any of them, only one...

Remember to click the picture to make it larger and to see it better!

Friday: Panda (and I) made dinner for Tina, K and Mary. Had some drinks before we got to a pub, had some more drinks at the pub, had some Tequila... Well it all ended with me and Mary drunk.. Really drunk!
We danced on a tiny surface we called a dance floor, met some friends of Mary that were really nice! At least we had fun! Some more pictures!! :D

Haha yeah you can tell from the pictures! Thees are two of a few I people I love very very much, and yes Mary and I kiss all the time, no tongue.. ;) haha! Panda... Doesn't mind.... haha!

Saturday: Oh dear I was tired and hungover from the Tequila.... Slept almost all day long. Then we had to go to Pong (Thai restaurant) for birthday dinner. We ate so much!! It was a buffet and it tasted really good! Got wine, but didn't want it, but had to drink it since we payed for it.

After dinner I was dead tired and my stomach hurt from all the food... But people wanted do go see a movie and well, that's OK! But there were no seats left for us....  They decided to go Bowl instead, wish was fun, but I broke my nail and it hurts still and I hit the ball in my thigh when I was supposed to throw it... That hurt too! And then I really wanted to go home and sleep and I was mad because of some other circumstances but they wanted too keep on going. We went to Thai Tiger for some karaoke and some drinks. More Tequila came up... Didn't get that drunk! haha!

Sunday: We went to "Skogskyrkogården"  (The woodlans cemetery) to go see a friends fathers grave. It was a beautiful place and a bit mystical with fog and stuff.

I have always wanted to go there! Now I have! :)
When we were done we went into town and had some lunch, went to a flea market and then it was time for me to go home.... It was both sad and felt good to be home.

Today: I started my first day at work practice! I was dead tired staying up late yesterday worrying about not being able to sleep and worrying about oversleeping.... but I got up and I worked! :) It was fun, the kids are great and the personnel too!

Now: I'm going to take a bath and then go to sleep with a move! :) I'm really cold today.... And tired!

PAI!!

Vaaaampire~~

I have started to blog only every other day it seems.. But sometimes I don't have the energy to write. I'm really tired nowadays... But still full of energy! Really weird..

Yesterday I went to the doctor! I was really confused yesterday, I got there an HOUR EARLY!!!! And so I went to have breakfast in the cafeteria for a while. When I was done at the doctor's office I had to go leave some blood samples... But when I got there I couldn't do any tests cause I had BREAKFAST!! *Sigh* I will come back another day, maybe tomorrow.. But I can't eat in 12 hours...

Today we have done nothing. Have the washing machine running and later on we will go to my dear mother and have dinner!! :D
Then I just have to survive Wednesday and THEN: Halloween party at Fried Rice Scandinavia in Café Opera - Stockholm!! Lots of nice people and nice costumes! :D I will be a schoolgirl! At first I wanted to be a vampire schoolgirl, but the teeth didn't want to stick... So I might be a vampire VICTIM instead.. ;)
I will try some makeup, bite marks and so on, tonight.. :)

Maybe, if it goes well, I will do a tutorial or at least take a photo.. ;)

The laundry is almost done and I have to get dressed! I'm not really hungry yet, but I hope I will get hungry before we go!

Bai!

The weekend!

WOW how I hate tehcnology! But I love the ones who can fix it! Thuesday 2nd my computer died... For good.... (R.I.P) That's why I have'nt updated in a few days. But my lovely stepfather gave me a laptop!!!! Can you get how nice that is?!?! It's not a new one, but I don't care as long as it works. I'm really happy! I just had to leave it at a friends place for him to fix a few things on it.

Now let me tell you about my weekend!
Friday: Got to my Panda, aruing with his friends about which noghtclub we were supposed to go to. Desided on Göta Källare as planned at first. Met up with the others outside and got in. Almost empty.... But after a while there was more people there and we had allot of fun! Me and my Mary almost got in a fight and hardcore danced all night lon.. Well untill my body told me how old I really am.....

Lucas, Panda, K, me and my Mary! <3

But the best thing about Friday was when I got to sheck my mail on Pandas computer and saw I got a mail from a lady who wanted to trade her 3 room appartment in Bagarmossen (Stockholm) to my 2 roomer here in this little town! She actually want to live here AND her 3 roomer is 150 SEK sheeper than my 2 roomer!!! Do you get that? I get a room more and pay less!!! :D
Now I just have to find a job, like RIGHT NOW!
I picked on guys... But that you will read more about in Saturady's story!

And Saturday.. Oh dear I wanted to take it easy, see a movie and just relax... We went for a "Fika" (Typical Swedish thing apparantly.. Coffee and some cake..) Panda got tired and went home to sleep. Me and K stayed in town and waited for Whifie (My whife) and went to see a move. Saw Paranorman in 3D. I don't like 3D, it makes my eyes and head hurt.... But the movie was good, really funny some times!

Then we went to another nightclub, Amnesia. We were all tired but I had a fun time. I was just thinking a little too much.... I'm so stressed right now... Oh and yeah, I was picking on guys, but not to get laid or anything.. I was looking for a job! haha! Not even out having fun I can relax....

Today Sunday.. Woke up with a weird mood... Felt really tired all the time, almost fainted when blowdrying my hair... I went to rest on the sofa and fell asleep for a while. I woke up after a few minutes and got up to get ready, felt really week, lay on the sofa again... Panda came home from the store with energy drinks for me. <3 We got in the car to go get my computer at his friends. I was talking and happy... But suddenly I started to cry without ant reason.. It just.... The tears was just flowing... I put my self together, fell asleep again in the car a few times, but when we almost got to the bus station I started crying again. I didn't want to leave Panda. Not when I felt this way... All I wanted was to be hugged. Not to be alone.

When I got home the cat had peed on my slippers and I got so mad!!! It was rage!! I threw the cat out (Gently) and threw the slippers in the washing machine, mopped the floor and sat down to install my computer. Then Daughter got home and I felt calm again. Now I'm really tired, but I'm affraid to sleep. Don't know why...

Maybe I need to sleep soon... Just have to fix a few more things on the computer.

Pai pai!

Papa~paparazzi!

Wehell, I promised you photos from Fridays party and today they put them put on the Facebook page! Here they come! Remember to click for bigger pictures!

This was the beginning to the end! Before the last beer! ;)

Ah well, on our way out we got paparazzied!

I have no words.......

 I really had an awesome time and I can't wait for them to get larger premises and play again. K-pop club was awesome! But I still kinda dig Fried Rice (Asian party) a bit more... Just a bit!

There were other photos, two more I think, but I looked ugly in one and barely seen in one. But my friend was so CUTE in that picture.. I might put it up anyway.... Yes I will and she can hate me all she want!! But I still love her and I still think she is really cute in that picture!!

Tell me, isn't she cute!?!?!
And you can see me in the background there dancing with K! :)

She might kill me now... If she does, you all have to know I love you! haha! Now it's movie time!!

AND! Don't forget to + me before you go! Down there --↓-- Like this!

Pai pai!!

And I danced...

Friday.. What a day! First I was a bit sad I couldn't go to the grand opening of Stockholm's first k-pop club (Playing only k-pop) but then I thought.. I would take a shot and see, texted my mum and asked if she could babysit, after a bit of persuasion she finally agreed! I WAS SO HAPPY! So Happy I went and bought her and her husband a pretty flower with chocolates! They are the best ever!! For real!! <3

I really feel I should put on my glasses because I can't see what I'm writing.. but I don't have the energy to go get them....

I dropped of Daughter at their place and went to Stockholm. My Panda didn't know I was coming, I wanted to surprise him! Went to my friend J for some pre-party with some wine and we was supposed to meet up with all the people there, but they got there mush earlier than us and got in before we even got there. Met my friend M in the line and stood with her and her friends, eventually we got first in line and....

Guard: "You have to wait for people to get out from here before we can let you in.."
My friend M: "But why? For how long?"
Guard: "I don't know... We have to save space for the people who have pre-ordered tickets..."
Me: "But.. So.. We can be standing here forever if no-one with per-bought tickets show up and no one goes out?"
Guard: "I'm sorry.. It's due to bad planning from the organizers."

Hell yeah it was! My friend M got in eventually and me and another friend had to wait about 10 minutes more before we got in. Almost 45 minutes in line.... AND i almost got busted!! I stood with my hood up trying to hide from Panda and his friends, but I got spotted I think, because he already knew I was there when I got in... Ruined my surprise!! But at least he got happy! :)
And we partied and bullshitted... Just kidding... American pop... But we danced and drank Hite beer (Korean beer) and danced a bit more until I was all dripping with sweat and so happy I was dizzy (Or maybe it was the beer, I don't know!). Went home with Panda and slept soooo goood! Except for some really strange dreams.... One was kinda scary!!

"We were on an airplane, I don't know where we were going, (We = My whole family and some friends) but it was a really big airplane. It was time for  take off and the plane started accelerating down the runway, lifted and started tilting. It got strait again, but after a few 100 meters above the ground the plane suddenly started falling, dropping! The tingling in the stomach, the fear of dying and every other feeling in that moment was so real! The plane landed flat down, slided down a big road hitting small houses, cars and was heading against big apartment buildings. One of the wings hit a big building and the plane started rotating, almost spinning, before it came to a stop with it's tale hanging out from a small cliff... Then I woke up." - The mind of Teri

I don't know what it means, but I feel it have some kind of meaning... Just have to figure out what.. Oh wait, I'll Google it!!

This is what my favorite dream intepretation page sais:
"For instance a crash landing can indicate problems ahead causing a difficult end to plans, projects or hopes. Taking off shows the beginning, the launch, the rising excitement of something you are doing, or somewhere you are going in life."

Wow.. So, a new beginning, happiness and then.. Failure, difficulties and endings.. Great... Sound like my whole life! haha!

Now I really miss Panda.... And I'm getting tired.. I have been fighting my stupid computer the whole evening and I lost... Have to try again tomorrow or give up and re-install Windows XP.. *Yeay*  I tried to pass time playing Final Fantasy on Playstation too, but I got GAME OVER after only 30 minutes.. I suck.. haha! Will try that again tomorrow too!
Well, off to bed! I hope they put up pictures from the k-pop club soon so that I can show you how drunk... I mean pretty I was!

Pai Pai!