I got bitten!!!

OK so here is the first try of my vampire bite in my wrist! I think I kinda failed it... I didn't find the stuff I needed until after I was done...

I didn't have time to make it more perfect since we had to go to mum. I will make another try soon. The picture looks better than in reality! ;) It's not that hard to do, it just takes time and patience... I don't have patience.. haha!
But it's still on! It lasts very good!! Only the blood have started to flake off, but I have a long sleeve sweater on.

Let's make another try!! :D

Pai!

Vaaaampire~~

I have started to blog only every other day it seems.. But sometimes I don't have the energy to write. I'm really tired nowadays... But still full of energy! Really weird..

Yesterday I went to the doctor! I was really confused yesterday, I got there an HOUR EARLY!!!! And so I went to have breakfast in the cafeteria for a while. When I was done at the doctor's office I had to go leave some blood samples... But when I got there I couldn't do any tests cause I had BREAKFAST!! *Sigh* I will come back another day, maybe tomorrow.. But I can't eat in 12 hours...

Today we have done nothing. Have the washing machine running and later on we will go to my dear mother and have dinner!! :D
Then I just have to survive Wednesday and THEN: Halloween party at Fried Rice Scandinavia in Café Opera - Stockholm!! Lots of nice people and nice costumes! :D I will be a schoolgirl! At first I wanted to be a vampire schoolgirl, but the teeth didn't want to stick... So I might be a vampire VICTIM instead.. ;)
I will try some makeup, bite marks and so on, tonight.. :)

Maybe, if it goes well, I will do a tutorial or at least take a photo.. ;)

The laundry is almost done and I have to get dressed! I'm not really hungry yet, but I hope I will get hungry before we go!

Bai!

My soul is like a wingless bird, 

my heart is like a drum without a sound, 

my mind is like a painting without a picture....

I am here, but I'm nothing without you!

Pjuh....

Yesterdays test was embarrassing... I only knew one out of 80 questions on the math part!! And you had to fill in all the answers. I was like: "Maybe B here.. This looks like a C! Hmm... Maybe an A here? E feels good on this one..." But the verbal part in Swedish and English went fine. I had to guess on some but overall I think it went fine!
Afterwards I went to the store and bought candy and then I went to get Daughter! We had cozy snuggle time with movies and candy all night! She fell asleep at 22:30 (10:30 p.m) with me in my bed and both cats. I fell asleep shortly after.

Today Daughter and her friend have helped me clean the apartment by making a mess! Haha! And they still make a mess after I have cleaned...

Tomorrow I'm going to the doctor! To try to get a referral to a counselor. But right now I feel kinda fine and a counselor seems a bit unnecessary right now, but I know I have to cause I will get worse again and I need help. To sort out all the things in my head....

I was thinking about writing down my toughs in my head during about.. Hmm.. Maybe 5 minutes, so that you can understand a bit what's going on in my head and laugh about my stupid head! What do you think about that? I think it might be fun.. I did it for a while during the test when I was done and there was time left... It was everything between flying giraffes and Big Bang! ^_^

Maybe later today. I have to write them down on paper first! :)

Hay! You haven't forget to check out my Dayviews for more pictures? Would you like more pictures on the blog?

WOW! Fantastic baby!

It's kinda late and I should be sleeping. I have to get up really early tomorrow.... I don't know what to do with the test tomorrow.. I feel 55 x 2 minutes with math will kinda kill me.... I don't know ANY math.. I suck at math... I will sit and draw for 2 hours.... And no coffee... And you can't eat or drink during the test!

But I have something good to tell you!! After trying to get tickets for several hours, almost giving up, we heard they were giving a second concert on Friday 14th!! And guess who GOT TICKETS!?!?! WE DO!!! All 7 of us got tickets!! I'm so happy! And so tired of all the stress.... It feels so unreal! I am going to see Big Bang, live!! In Wembley stadium - London. I don't think I can believe it until I'm actually there. BIG BANG!!MY Big Bang! T.O.P and Daesung and G Dragon and Taeyang and Seungri... In real life! I will breath the same air as them, be in the same room as them... Wow....

It will be amazing! I heard the show is spectacular. And the live videos I have seen confirms it! Even thou we will be kinda far away from the stage it's totally worth it! Well I'm kinda old... And I have to sit anyways... ;) haha! And it's not THAT far from the stage, we will still be able to see them, I think... I don't actually know how big Wembley is, but I heard it's kinda huge!!

This is from the Singapore show! Filmed by Seungri, and yes they are also promoting Samsung Galaxy S III. Haha! But hey, where do you think they get all the money from? ;)
T.O.P's moves.. Hahahaha! I love them.. ^_^ Fantastic Baby!!

Now I have to go to bed...

Bye!

:'(

We didn't get any tickets.... I wil cry like hell tonight.... I'm almost crying right now....
But... They might reease more tickets further on...
But, I don't know... Maybe I'll go buy some shoes instead...

OMG I just had a total Deja vu´ experience!! I have dreamed this, writing that exact words in this exakt apartment on this exact computer with this exact feeling!! Scary....

New shoes is needed....
I have cleaned Pandas kitchen and bathroom... I fogged up the window in the livingroom! haha! But now I don't have time to do more, he have to dom SOMETHING on his own... ;) I have to go home cleaning my own kitchen now! AND STUDY!! Haven't had any time for that.... -__-' Oh I will fail so hard!!

Have to go! PAI!!

GAAAAHH!!!!!

I'm blogging from Pandas house! :D
He is at work and I'm sitting here all alone waiting for the tickets to be released. 25 minutes left....
Then, if I get a ticket I will celebrate by claning Pandas apartment... ;) Haha!

Yesterday I went to Stockholm to meet up with Joss and A for some lunch and "shopping"! It was really nice and even thou it was cold I think I smiled all the time! When Panda finnished work I met up with him. Got a text from mum "Your brother isn't comming for dinner, stay with "Panda"!" Had a bit bad consience but at the same time I got happy. I wasn't prepared thou and had to buy underwear! And I have no makeup here... At least I have a brush.. Haha! And a toothbrush!!

10 minutes left....

Yestrday the first snow came. And every one was like: "OMG SNOW! NOW!? WHY!?!?"
Well I'll tell you why...

WE LIVE IN FRICKIN' SWEDEN!!

Last year the snow came 2 weeks erlier than this year... And it all melted away today... That's how it will be for a few days, maybe weeks, now... Just get used to it!

Maybe I have to get dressed soon.... The weather is nice outside, thou I think it's very cold!!

The e-key isn't working correctly on Pandas computer and some keys are loose... Haha! The ,-key is missing!! haha!

4 minutes left.... I have butterlies.. No EAGLES in my stomach...
3 minutes.... I need to go to the bathroom, but I can't...
2 minutes...Need to text Liss...
1 minute... Gangnam Style is playing on the radio.....
NOW!!!!! THEY ARE RLEASED NOW!!!! Keeping my fingers crossed....... XXXXXXXXXXX

I need info.. What is happening...? But only 3 minuts have passed... I think she will call och send a text... I wonder if I wil cry as I did a year ago, when we bought the tickets to Music Bank!
THIS IS BIGGER THAN MUSIC BANK!!!

THIS IS BIG BANG!!!!!

Omg... Please say something....
I'm dying here....

Mum is texting me saying it's snowing at home! Daughter will be happy! :) Me, I don't like cold... And snow is cold...

Oh god say something!! I need to go to the toilet!!! Taking the phone with me.... :P

I'm done.. Haven't heard anything yet... This is like a live update, only you will read it later! haha!
I'm loosing hope.... I will not get a ticket....
Got an update... The paige is overloaded.. You can't do anything...Ina (I tink? Or Pei?) have come to "pick amount of tickets" but can't get further... I wish I hade skype on this computer!!
More updates: It might be a second concert!! The paige is... Like loading all the time cause of the amount of people trying to get tickets... V.I.P's are hardcor fans! They will KILL for a ticket.. ;) haha! And I'm a V.I.P!!
Ok.. Another friend says it's SOLD OUT.... :'( Hu hu hu.... But if there is another concrt maybe..... MAYBE... Gaah I'm dying...
Nothing...... Nothing.... No one is saying anything.....
My friend got a ticket for him and his friend... That means they are not sold out at least!!
I cant even eat my yoghurt.... My stomach hurts.... I'm trying to keep my hope up... But....

I won't be able to se this I think.... Don't know if I should start crying now...
I'm proud of the warroirs, trying to get us tickets!! Even is they don't.. I will be proud and thoughtful!

Well.... I think I have to close this for now and start cleaning and then go home and cry....


Pai pai....